Presentation again

Really hate presentation....
Today presentation i did prepare for my parts. We do the slide on Sunday.....and today just presentation. Today,i just go campus then take notes on what am i going to present. Cause my partner need to do their parts and cant help me all the parts......so i just ask give them the points i do and check is correct or not.......

Today.....i really scared too. Cause the group before us is very pro.....until i don't no what to do during my presentation.....make me pressure nia......argh....

The time i present......my head is blank....all the thing i know already gone, disappear.....really hate this problem. Then i just read it and some i did not explain. It's hard for me to explain ah.......The time, i really wan to cry out....cause this presentation is really bad for me.....

For the next presentation.....i hope i can do more better then the other presentation....

Presentation

Monday, 20 July.......my group have presentation. Actually our presentation is on last Wednesday...during the time i back from Damai....that week. Only have 2 groups will presentation that day, and the other group have their presentation last Wednesday.

I really scared presentation and i hate presentation. Presentation will make me scared and nervous. That day, i just keep on practicing my parts. The class started and i need to wait for my friends to presentation first.....when they presentation, i din have the mood to listen to what they present.....i really very scared. I scared is 1 of my group member make me fell pressure. He wants everything to be perfect....so i really scared when same group with him.

After the finish their presentation, is my group to presentation.......Arhh......really want to cry.
My friend do the intro, and the guy who i really scared of will say the 2nd part.....then now is my turn to present.....so scared, i just read through the slide and i just explain some.....i really scared until cant say it out.......after finish presentation, i fell released.

Working at Damai during Rainforest Festival

Long time din update my blog, and its time for me to post my blog.
Where should i start....

On monday, my lecturer told us their will have a training at Damai Puri Resort during the Rainforest Festival. There were 17 students voluteer to work at Damai Resort. But, 1 of my friend say that got the Foreigner have H1N1 and they escape from the quarenteen. So some of them scared of the H1N1 and did not want to go Damai. Some of them thought that they can go work at the Rain Forest.....then they just cancelled their name. Then only 13 studennt is going.

We go on Thursday, i reach sch at 8.30am because we been told that the staff from Damai Resort will reach our campus at 9am......but we wait....wait....wait till 9.30am then they reach.
Then 10.30am we reach Damai Resort, we wait for the HR director to brief us bout what we should do and what is our departrment.

2 friends work at the Front Office.
3 friends work as Houskeeping, and
8 of us work at the Food and Beverage.

The first day at there is quite fun and i enjoy it. I work at the lounge and my job is to clean the table, wash and steam the glasses. I work from 2.30 till 10.30 then the supervisor release us.
Wah.......hate it ah, work for so long and i'm so tired.

The 2nd day till the last day, i work at the restaurant. My shift is 7am - 3pm, my friends is 3pm-11pm and 11pm-7am.7.
The time i work is the most busiest time.....i need to clean up the empty plates, refill the water, make drinks. and set up the table.

After i finish working, i go back to my room and have a bath then rest. After rest, i go to the beach with my friends to have a walk along the beach.
When i wearing the working shoes, my legs hurts and make me hard to walk.

Till the last day, we all need to go back to campus. The time they told us is 7.45pm will arrive at Damai and bring us back, but they reach here is 8.30. I wait till i fall a sleep. Really very...very tired......i really hate ah, and i wont get back there to work again.

Moral exam

Today i have my English writing exam....
The English exam for me is quite hard, cause some of the answer i not very sure is correct or not.
Its hard for me to do it, and the Essay is hard too.
I don't no what is the point, and it's hard to write it in English.

Then I just wait till afternoon.....Moral test.
I have been revising for the whole day, i just read some parts only.
I din study the whole chapter at all. Then the test start and the time i get the test paper.....I knew that i'm going to die soon. I look at the quest, all i din study for the notes that given by the lecturer. So i don't no how to do at all.....the notes i study, all din't out.
This make me feels very hate it, i know that i will FAIL this time.

For this MID TERM.......I will FAIL all my subjects.

Mid-Term

Last night i do revision for my test......and there is 2 subject.

I study until fall asleep......cannot stand ah....really very sleepy.
Then i force myself to get up, but cant. My head and eyes getting heavy, so i just don't care bout the my revision and go to sleep.

Then, this morning i go to campus around 9am, i try to study at campus. That time i at campus, i got do my revision. The time i study is quite okay, can study.......... But, when my friends here, cant study anymore, i tried to study and focus on my revision.....but cant make it......No mood to study at all. I study until wanna cry and crazy liaw......just like want to shout or scold people.

Just take some pic when i rest....

I write the notes is to make me more easier to understand.
If i just read it from the notes that my lecturer give,
i sure not understand and wont look at the notes. So i just rewrite it, then i will read it.


Then almost time for the test, i really scared at the moment. Cause i din study and cant get into my mind.......and i'm getting crazy. The exam is at the auditorium, there is 2 classes of student in the room. 1 is mine (hospitality management) and the other class is (foundation studies). I knew that we have to sit with the Foundation student, cause the lecturer scared we will treat on the test...... So, we have to sit with the foundation student, in a table can sit 2 people. Then the foundation student and hospitality student will sit in a table..... The test is hard and i just do some of the question.....

After finish test, i go to library to do revision for the next exam. The subject i also hvn't touch it....not even study it. Sure i going to die soon.....Then i just study till the times end.
Then we go to auditorium to have the next exam, this time we can sit together and no need to sit with other people from other classes.....This exam is quite good for me, but i donno the answer i do is correct or not....Cause i din't study at all.....just study some. This make me scared.....some of my friends just do some and pass up the test paper....they din't do all, they just do 3 or 4 question.....

I hope i can pass for my exam.....tomorrow still have test....
Hope i can do better then today.....+U +U
Hope i can understand the notes that given by the lecturer......